see... tts wad insecurity's all abt... it is smthg tt happens when someone u LOVE placed it in u... sigh... wadever... its over... juz wan to point tt out... wad i mentioned once tt i felt insecure... to someone...
n i was shoot back tt u cant love a person in tt short period of time... cos it shud b a gradual process to learn how to love a person... well, i cant deny tt u hv to know a person thoroughly to b able to appreciate n love them... n when u alr do... ur love is being questioned... *clenched fist* lolx...
wadever la har... BI is giving mi a Hard time man... jiu ming! basically everyone in the course is complaining la har... those who dun maybe got the intention of quiting or wadsoever... if not, tt person must be a chao ren... lol...
suppose to see a skin care specialist today after sch... but got there too late... so end up gng to my family doctor... dammit... 39 bucks... lol... n still got to go back 2 weeks later... he's monitoring my face! will be giving mi lots of care on my face... giving mi a different kind of cream to apply perhaps on the next appointed visit... its the 1st time ever my face has a outbreak lidat... so scary... mom n dad were terrified to see mi in tis state too.. all they can comment is tt..."aww... ke lian de.." soothes mi, but not my skin leh... i dun dare to look into the mirror w/o makeup... but the makeup r blocking up my pores... n work requires mi to put makeup... oh man... how is it gonna recover? sian... worst den post-examination face.. well, i can might as well go scare the ppl in sch... wahaha... they might think halloween is still not over... lolx...
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mdm |
11/26/2005 02:41:00 AM