well, its 3am in the morning n i'm still ripping music... to update my ipod wif songs...
notice smthg today... as usual, suspected the same thing to happen again... sigh~ told worm abt it... she finds it absurd... perhaps i'm the one whose sensitive, but i feel tt its directing to mi... really really...
frankly speaking, if anybody... anybody... were to feel smthg negative abt me regarding wad i hv post up here... seriously, i dun give a damn... tis is my space, n i dun appreciate ur comments... (okok, i do accept fair comments can le ba..)
if u feel tt i've changed recently... well, i can only say tt it's for the worst... n not for any better... i dun deny tt too... so be it... i maybe 'deteriorating' in a sense... i juz like it tt way... the way it is now... i dun wan to go back... i hate the way it is in the past n i'm not turning back... juz leave mi alone... tts all i can say...
i do feel sad abt it... cos i dont noe how to take care of myself... tis feeling really sux...
am i avoiding tt issue or am i pretending... i duno... cos i dun wan to think abt it... so is tis supposedly the avoiding way? bu zhi dao....
we hardly tok now... [i'm not toking abt juz one person here] there's so many ppl i hardly tok to now... partly, it's bcos of my workload in sch... partly, it's bcos... i cant seem to find anything topic to tok abt to them... ppl whom i used to have soo soo many things to tok abt... isnt really doing much conversing nowadays... i wonder wad went wrong... *scratch head* i do apologise to those ppl whom i've neglected... like quek, meisi, may, ziyi...etc.. so sorry peeps~ i still love u guys k...
ppl whom i tot they wud be rather concern... isnt responing at all... beats mi... feeling so mixed up now... *confused* r we gng to remain tt way? wadever... BI is enuff to make mi go nuts... wads more, there's still ERM, POT n FYP!!! faintz...
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mdm |
12/08/2005 03:03:00 AM