i'm back home now... had been staying over at worm's place for quite some days alr... tanks worm for sharing ur bed n ur blanket wif mi n letting mi to hug ya jack jack pillow... love ya...
gosh... my frens were so worried for mi tt they suggest tt i shud continue to stay over tt worm's place for good... but i realised tt i've got sch stuff left at home! gosh... no choice... got to go home to get them... n i hv to get changed too... even washed my clothes there too...
THAT Woman has been uper-ultra harsh on mi recently... resorting to some sort of violence in the end... threaten words n calls, chase, humilation, screams n shouts, broadcast, everything!! she's really out of her mind this time... SCARY... the only word i can think of... u can bearly imagine wad she can do the next sec...
the 1st thing i do when i got home was to call my dad... he open the door for mi n checked for That Woman... fortunately, she's aslp... went to shower... but dammit she lock the room... cant get my clothes... got to get those from the balcony... bloody weather... no wonder those clothes r still wet... have to iron my clothes to wear them... arhhz...
after the shower, when to clean up my messy desk n room... shifted things here n there... felt so accomplished~ next, wad i'm gonna do is to plan for my 'New Room'... i'm so looking forward to tt new home WithOUT her... yea.... i wan to hv a walk-in wardrobe of my very own!!!
gary say i shud hv taken my sis along wif mi when i leave home... gosh... tell mi how am i suppose to do tt when i cant even get away safely on my own sometime... n in fact... the both of them, my sis n That Woman r having good times tgt... Oh Well, if that's wad she wan to do to make mi jealous or wad.... i'm NOT gng to be... i'm juz too happy not seeing her... that simple...
i hope my frens n i can graduate when sch term ends... n not let any subjects drag us back! cos i'm still gng alaska! BI... tts the subject i fear most... got to form a study group soon n get cracking wif tt... *screams* Intensive BI!!! *pull hair*
this week has been such an forgetable week man... wad a start for 2006... i juz hope things wud start to get better now... n not for the worst...
wash my vase today... wanted to get my 2 bouquet of dry flowers in from the balcony n open up the bouquets n have them place in my lovely vase... but WAD THE HELL... i can find it anymore!!! tt suxs man... sigh... sad... am gng to get myself some fresh lilies soon from cold storage~ weather's nice recently... guess the lilies wun wither tt fast this time... wish mi luck! =)
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mdm |
1/11/2006 11:31:00 PM